Building a new relationship with myself is the key to affecting everything else around me and the how everything else affect me in return.
It will be hard but I am going to really try and make it work, make progress this time. Seeing Mike has made me realized that people can change, even if its just temporarily, what is ought to be will be, every person will flourish into their bodies, I just have to wait and see what mine will look like.
Live in the present, stop telling yourself stories when it does not have to affect your life in a negative way, do not let the negative get to you. Why? What does it matter? What are you trying to prove? Live in the present, looking forward and just embrace the time you have in the present.
Let it be.